Yep. What you said is actually the game lol
That is the fun of it and when you die. You maybe learned something about the game, enough to not die…for awhile.
You can learn about new characters to play. Some threads discuss these things with noobs.
Try this out for size if you want a slightly easier beginning.
Custom character create–>pool points --> Class= Hand Man --> select whatever negative traits you want and I suggest getting tailoring and fabrication skills. Start game.
You can train hand gun skill (half assed anyway) using your nail gun till you run out. Then toss it. Your multi tool and hammer are great at start. You can crush a metal locker at the shelter and make a few things too.