I’ve been staring at this game the same way that I’m staring at dwarf fortress: a pit with an infinite amount of depth and choking complexity.
I downloaded this game after seeing a couple of youtubers playing it and saying that it was free. I looked at it, and was unable to get past the title screen because I had never played this type of game (ascii/true roguelike) before. I made the decidedly correct decision that if I couldn’t get past the title screen of a game, then I didn’t have what it took to play it. I mostly forgot about this game and it sat on my hard drive unopened for about 2 years. After a while I watched a couple of Aavak’s videos of the game, and while I wasn’t very interested (because youtube doesn’t do this game justice usually) I decided to start up the game and try my hand at actually playing it. This time I did make it past the title screen, after which I died instantly at my lack of comfort with the tools and an improper mindset. Fuck. I decided to get Caves of Qud and I hoped that I could get more comfortable with this kind of genre through it. I couldn’t, so I refunded it.
Eventually, I stumbled upon the youtuber SsethTzeentach, specifically I stumbled upon his review of CDDA (which I highly recommend you watch). It got me interested enough to try playing it again, again with little success. This time however, I persisted because Sseth had claimed that it is far better after you have the controls down, after which it was amazing. From what I saw, it reminded me of Project Zomboid, which I have dumped a disgusting amount of hours into while still making little progress. I wrote down quite literally every single key bind (which can be seen here)
I didn’t use that piece of paper. Like ever.
I lost interest, but the seed of possibility had sprouted in my brain; there was always the urge to open up the game and explore its depth and complexity. About a month ago I finally decided to dive headfirst into this game, and here I am now: someone who’s poured an unholy amount of their life into this game after only about a month.