Hm. You had a strong relationship with Melissa then. In the mind set the man that came before you was in, as a tool to be used it makes perfect sense. My apologies for for what she must have done to shaken you from your comfort zone so completely. I only hope it has not scared you more deaply than you seem.
Please make sure that you are not forcing yourself into a persona that while not the person that came before, is not who you are now either, it may feel good… no it would not feel good, it may feel… right… no… necessary, to flip the personality to such a an opposite side of the spectrum, you could break your own mind, or at the very least, limit your potential if you expend thought and energy into forcing yourself into a mold that doesn’t suit you, heh.
I care not for who you were yesterday. NO, thats wrong, I do, because you experienced, and possibly even enjoyed the darkest side of humanity, but today, you stand before me, concerned what an almost complete stranger would think of your past. While not something I would personally encourage, it speaks as true as you as too how much more trustworthy you are today. Others who have not walked the same painful trail as you could be lured away from honesty by their greed and moral compromises, you however see more true where those trails lead, and while you may overcompensate on the side of caution, in personality if nothing else, I can think of no greater proof of self than what you have already shown in action and story.
As Momo continues
Litppunk laughs in a a shifting manner, first a high pitched hehe before settling down into a more normal full body chuckle. Oh Good! I feared we fought highly trained and specialized PMC’s with experimental tech and probably almost every capable scientist and engineer for logistics and R&D support, but it turns out we merely face the 40th horizontal sports playoffs We’ll have to make sure to avoid deviants, if we’re lucky we can just fight the sleepy ones.
dropping from his laugh to a humorous grin he says, "sorry my mind flutters like an indecisive butterfly in a hurricane. So, are they as divided as the naming suggests? We may be able to use that division against them if it becomes necessary. I’d like to keep them overconfident for the time being, but if things get bad, we may need to start the infighting so we can slip out through the crossfire.
I hate to ask this, and you need not answer, but Melissa could be the biggest weak point, or she pretends to be. Devious mind of hers and infighting potential would lead me to believe she’s probably faking her overconfidence and god complex to some degree, to make her rivals drop their guard around her. That said:
LIt ticks off (counts on his hands but doesn’t count out loud) his questions as he talks
1* What are your current feelings towards her,
2* and hers towards you?
3* what are her uh… preferances, I assume deadly and worshipful of her superiority, anything more specific, uh fetish types perhaps. Hopefully I don’t need to do hint such things to her smile drops as he shivers
4* Who are her rivals, and if she has any allies
5*what are her fears, insecurities and most prideful points
6*Same for any relevant higher-ups, or overlooked minions
7*Locations for everything you know.
Please understand I know some things might be difficult for you to think about much less speak of, and you don’t have to, for anything you don’t want to, or feel comfortable doing so.
(A good excuse to avoid anything that might veer away from the pg-13 zone)